Love shine
Marvelous glow
of solitude unbounded
in milleniums of
star travel.

Arriving at coincidental
juncture to the initial
thrust of intent,
making marvelous
transportation of
images coincide
in perfect
Conclusion.

Effortless symmetry
confides esoteric
conditions
of majesty
and motion filled
destiny.

Two souls conveying,
unearthly existence
in moments,
unraveling the
searching sway
of understanding.

Words on
the very nature
of this love.
Touching souls
that mark
within this
first expression,
the feathery form
of golden hued
domains.

Angelic choirs
serve you in heaven made
mission of love.

Love, Loss, Hope, Repeat.

TTR 1977

So that's what I've have been doing for the last few minutes. I've been in my head and there is nothing there. I cannot drink. I thought I would celebrate with our local football aficianados and stay home and watch the semi-NFC championship.

It didn't happen,... our team lost in overtime by a field goal. Oh well! I knew,  that I should have gone outside and accomplished something. Yesterday was great. I got a lot done, when I burned for over 8 hours the frozen piles of fir and cedar bows, that I had shorn from the tree trunks... that had fallen in two successive wind storms. It's been quite a project ...and the rules about burning are so tight now. When we were first clearing our acre and one-half, we would burn a lot, but now it is one free burn a year and 51 dollars for each successive burn.   Done with this , venting... nothing.

I am a certain kind of person... Not sure what that is. I'm okay with going out on the limb a bit. I've had too much to drink ...this morning. I don't drink hardly, at all. Oh well! I wanted to be really happy. Not a lot of that recently. I have been copecetic. Enough for now. It was all about my wife saying I hadn't eaten the Brie and it was going to be wasted, so I ended up eating half of it and watching football, ... while drinking half-a-bottle of wine,...left over from Christmas dinner. She, "My Wife", and my daughter went shopping to get away from the half eaten Brie and the dirty dishes and the  bathroom flood of a week ago.

I got it...attitude... this morning for reading her e-mail (which had been left on screen), about the bathroom flood. I should change my name to 'the flooder'. I'm being called by name in a derisive tone,... like this is the end of the world. It's all dry now and there was no damge to speak of,.... the floor got washed,...and the carpet and pad got ripped out and the sheetrock is not damaged,  so I'd say we're ready to remodel. Leave it up to me to set the table for the New Year. Yeah!

We've just unloaded the car from the trip to the grocery store-big box(Costco).They (the enemy) are eating soup. Do you think I was invited ,... I'm cool. I'm going out and clean the shed or maybe I'll clean my closet or maybe I'll just take a nap.

I did have one great idea today. Let's get a season pass to Mt. Rainier Nat'l. Park. Go on some hikes and be like other people. We go on hikes, but not that often. Not often enough.

Not that you wondered, but my other blog is:
Human Encounter...Life's Passages, http://www.fireairwaterearth.blogspot.com  - I went by yesterday, and left my first post in two months. You realize,...I am beginning to dedicate my life to writing things that will be read.   Thank you for reading me during this transition from the old me to the new me. It's still me, just improving .
I'm happier, even when the chips are down. I will succeed. Proof of Life, TTR

About like that,
Nothing at all
I suspected, as much.
It's o.K.
I Miss you
So

What Happens Now.
I'm O.K.
Period
We were in full flight
and life happened
and now
something
goes down,

Like the hanging.
and hang-it
that broke us all
in Half

Noone deserves
to die,
that way
Not even the most evil man
from a most criminally
Desecrated land.

We are driven to our
Hate and Misunderstanding
By Fear and Fear and Fear
of each other.

We are too close to death
It all comes so
Non-chalantly
The crime is
evil reigns.

It is time to
get answers
that work.
Our greatest experts
Have failed us.

The opposition
within
has done
no
better.

We fail Together.Everyday
The answers
get further away.
Everyday,
We put off the real
Work.

A world united against
the degradation of man.

No more War and
then What?
What would
Happen
Next?

Thinking,...
on the other
Hand.
Has it's merits.

I believe,...
my fear of going
down this road
is answered.

I'm O.K.
My star
Has Not Faded.
I am well.

And we are still here.
My brain is no bigger.
My love of my
Fellowman
is real/

Looking for new ways
to feel.
I claim this
ability to draw me
Out
in this
Way.

I believe, there are answers.
Eventually,
we will receive
telling knowledge:...

Where
We
Each
Will
Know
the Truth.

Love is The true dimension of Truth,
Answers,
that reality and
responsibility
Bring.

I love my life,
Whatever,That brings,
I will deal
with it.

I take responsibility for
the consequences
of my
Actions.

I resolve to work
on
Being
the best
Person I can be this Year.

Today, I did O.K.
Tomorrow, will be
even Better.
I Hope.

I believe in God,Hope,Love,and
My Fellowman,
Across the world.

We are in it
to win it.

Cliche,cliche,
har-de-har-har!
I am seriously questioning
all of the above,
Hit-me over the head for
what i said, but
I'm here.

Trying,amidst
the distractions,
before bed.
To put this
One
to Sleep.

P.S. Great to be blogging, with you all, and to all a goodnight.T.R.

In the rack and ruin of my brain,

there is a place of pure light.
From there, do I come
to You,...For
on you I depend,
Give me my piece.

Dependence,
the clue is the glue
of life.
Rest assured
in this confusion of now
There are answers
in our pain

I am a part of this place
in your heart.
I yet have life in me.
Annointed one
Find your peace

Seeing is believing, I
am massively concerned
and dissolved into
involvement
and concern.

I am sitting and
in the midst of
something powerful.
Your experience,....
Overwhelms my
Senses.

I am devoted to
resolving your concerns.
Getting time for
Now.

Whatever is in play.
Let it all play out.
Reserve and conserve
your agency.
Howl at the gods of your anger.


Scream tears upon their pains.
Loose the hounds of Hell
Heretics and heretical thought.
fall into sealed caves or absolve your sins.

Release my sister into Love.
Pain so great; Residing still.
Clearly time itself does not release.
Dear Lord, wherefore art  thou?
In The Father's name..Jesus
Love this misery in this life,
Away

Mere mortals ,we fight
Together.
To see the end.
One must believe.
Believe and trust on me.

In you,
do I believe.


We guard our souls with
long knives,...
amidst fears and pain, the
future begins anew
in Love.

What Peace is there?
in pain.
Release misery to pain.
coalesce trust to love
I cannot release you.
Your escape

In your pain, and the ravished dishonor
of your lost dream of Truth.
The Holy void of existence
remains your
Chance.

You choose again, and say yes
Deep down, this is not in vain.
I am not God and I am not psychic.
You will choose Life.

I believe in you. This drama,
dream romance of two souls,
entwined has been brought
to You
By the Powers, that be.

The End